soft edges, retracing scar tissue
as if we’re holding space for more
i often forget who is hurting who
it’s hard to breathe through memory
bloodless hands, you hated blue
i wish our wounds aligned cleaner
i wish you could see me purely
but i am reductive matter
no shape i form fits your intention
a body unbinding without reclamation
how can i become everything?
it’s not right but i would if i could
because i love you irresponsibly
manic-sickness, possessed obsessively
i fucking love you so desperately
please stray, please stay
i need consistency, i need erasure
borderline personality discordance
the gap in me and you
what remains there is the closure
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