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ascend through sweat, amphetamine
the shame of it, the need
spilling like wildfire
through desperate teeth
dedicated to that which bleeds
soaking slowly through your sheets

i choke back against softer words
denied release from knotted fingers
left to such merciful devices
would you leave me unrecognisable?
bathed in salt water, sustained
in contortion with the blade

the strain slips against heat
a flicker that settles into indigo
begging motions to covet slowly
owing nothing but lust dependency
a negligence of reason
devoted only to urgency

existence in poetry //

transgender,
hopeless sapphic
gothic romantic //

revelations in love,
despair, hope
failure, beauty
death, personhood
resistance, healing //

non-indigenous woman
dwelling in Naarm
on lands sovereign
to the Wurundjeri people
this always was
always will be
Aboriginal land
paytherent.net.au //